TF asks:
Is it normal for
there to be a lot of frustration when starting RPM? My son tried to spell something on the board
tonight but I could only get some of it out of him. He said, "no one ever noticed." Now he's in bed screaming. I keep trying to comfort him but it's just
not working.
To TF,
I want to talk about starting RPM. When
I first started, I got frustrated because I wanted to be able to do it well
right away. But I was unable to get my body to cooperate. I talked the answers
in my head. But my very carefully made answers could not be expressed. I had to
practice every day. I tended to go to an automatic motion. I went to make a
motion to spell my answer but my finger would get distracted. I needed a prompt
to get me out of my automatic responses. I am truthfully trying to do my best to
get my words out without getting distracted. It is hard for me. I can’t get
myself out of my automatic rhythms sometimes. My body can feel like it has a
mind that is not in control of it. I may know exactly how I want to move, but
my body has a set of commands it follows that I did not order. I am coaching
myself constantly to carry out the right instructions. I am daily fighting the
impulses that make my body automatically move without the planning from my
thinking mind. It is very tiring and a part of my life always. No one can fully
understand unless they are autistic too.
Philip
I think your response will be very helpful.
ReplyDeleteMy son Ben, age 44 with nonverbal autism who uses FC on a letter board, just wrote: "There may be an answer that is compatible with RPM or FC. I will let you know more in August."
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